傻呼呼地她，又想起了他。Yet, she had thought about him..
她一直都在期待一个很能干，一个可以照顾她，保护她，在她疲倦时让她靠靠肩膀的男人。她不晓得他是否是她所在寻找的男人。但他令她最珍惜的，是因为他是她至今唯一一个当她一想起他时，都会不时偷笑的人。因为他就是这么的可爱。看看他那张‘马不知脸长’的面孔，在想想他讲的话还有他那些超搞笑的口头禅，还有他的肢体语言，她可以几天不必用餐，因为都笑饱了。
She always anticipate a man who is capable, who can take care of her, protect her, lend her his shoulder whenever she is tired. She doesn’t know whether he is the right one. However, the only thing she precious about him is: he is the only person that whenever she thinks of, she will smirk. He is such a funny person. Look at his ‘horse doesn’t know its face is long’ face, think about his words, and his body language, she will just burst into laughter.
他曾经问她：你可以成为我的密友吗？
He asked her: Can you be my soul mate?
她说：不要。成为兄弟就好了。因为你都不能照顾我。搞不好还要我照顾回你。你好难照顾噢！
She said: I don’t want. Guess that we be brother will do. It’s due to you cannot take care of me. Maybe I am the one who have to take care of you. You are very difficult to take care!
他不服气的说：我可以照顾你啊！
He said: I can take care of you!
她没说什么，但暗地里开心得很。
She didn’t reply, but she was so happy.
她了解她还是需要面对现实。日子一天一天过去，感觉上他俩的感情也一天一天的淡化了。
She knew that she still needed to face the reality. As days passed, she felt the relationship between them both is colder and colder.
从前，他俩只要一在网上碰面，就总会有说不完的话题。现在在网上碰到对方，她永远都是那个先打开话题的人。过后都是简简单单的聊那几句，彼此的话题就中断了。她想他应该是在忙工作，所以也不烦他。
Last time, when they met online, there were nonstop chatting topics for them. Now, she is always the one who nudge him to talk. Then after some words, the chat stops. She thinks perhaps he is busy with his work; therefore she is not going to disturb his work.
就这样，日子久了，他俩在网上碰面也没两句。或许就像她朋友所说的：双鱼座的男人感情来得快，去也去得特别快。
Therefore, as time passes by, they are not chatting much online. Maybe it is just like what her friend once told her: Pisces guy is very emotional in the way they treat relationship.
他俩大部分的谈话都是在网上进行的，严格来说，这断感情还瞒虚拟的。她从当初坚持对这段感情的捍卫，到今天的无奈。但她就是还会很自然的为他默默付出她的关爱。知道他有事烦时，她会想解决方案，然后马上建议给他。知道他有事情需要帮忙时，她就会尽力帮他。
Most of the time they are chatting online. Basically, the relationship between them both is very vague. She started of contributing her all to protect this relationship; till today, she is restless. However, she knows she still will pour her love and care to him. When she knows that he is troubled by something, she will help him think the solution. Knowing he needs help, she will give him a favor.
上两个星期的周末，她去复习了一个有助身心成长的课程。林老师讲得对。林老师说：放下应该放下的，接受应该接受的。
She attended a course revision last two Saturdays. Wilson Lin was right. He said: Let go those you have to, and accept what you have.
或许真的是时候放下了。。
Maybe it is time to let go...
不管将来他们这断似有似无的感情是否能发展下去，他都会是她的密友。。如果有机会在相见，她会告诉他：我真的很想跟你去玩耍，因为我们一定又是那种有的没的都笑餐饱的人。。哈！
Whether their relationship will blossom or not eventually, he still will be her soul mate...If she got chance to meet him again, she will tell him that: I really hope to go out having fun with you...because both of us just like to laugh...haha!
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