云端计算设计师 Cloud Solutions Designer

我这个人除了热爱表演,最厉害的就是天马行空,无限的想象力

说好听些就是创意,不好听就是成天发白日梦,不切实际..


想起几年前一直不停的追明星梦,又不照下镜子看看自己的猫样,想到也好笑..


最近的RESEARCH都是围绕着cloud computing (云计算),连上PARTTIME班的公司也是有提供这服务的..


小时也有想过做设计师...想过做Fashion Designer,想过做Multimedia Designer..在想现在比较实际的是不知有没有机会做Cloud solution Designer...听起来名字还挺棒的..哈哈..

缘分.祝福

知道曾经跟自己邂逅过短时间的他已经找到了自己心仪的对象

也看到他在无论在'部落格'和'脸书'都有她的照片和他对她的爱的宣言

我想他已经找到了他的缘分

远在英伦的我会祝福他

也为他感到高兴

看回自己..也知道自己不会那么幸运..可能一辈子就酱了..

好男人,轮不到我.

我不是很相信前世今生,不过或许我前世是个负心汉,或是一个坏女人

所以到现在兜兜转转都还没遇上一个真正爱自己的人

傻吧

傻傻的时日已经过去了

等嘛

应该等吗?

还要等多久?

已经不再期待了

Surprise :)

Mom's birthday is coming soon. It is on the 14th May.

Here is a little surprise for you. Sorry for not celebrating with you at home this year. Hope you will like the card I design from Moonpig :)

I love you, mom. (she doesn't know about my blog anyway...haha)

Ugly Duck 丑小鸭

Can you spot which one is me? I think this picture was taken more than 10 years back when I was in high school. What can I say? How I wish I know how to make myself pretty that time. Lol! :)

Sahara and Averaged

I was having drink with my part time work mates yesterday in Sahara, Reading. It was a great catch up, getting to know some new people. However, I felt I am really getting old.

First of all, I got to know that the company is quite young. Some of the staff are not even in their 20ies. And I am in late 20ies now. lol. Like SJ said: I am terribly old now..!

Then, my boss was pointing out something about myself: shy, quiet, still have ascent in speaking english... I will take this as constructive feedback, however, I think I shall let people to know me more so that they can feel my hyper-activeness. lol.

Regarding age, yeah, have to admit I am getting old. And not having much achievements till now. Kinda sad when thinking about it. I kinda agree with SJ about 'Liked and Average'. Not too bad if belong to this category.

The only difference I sense within me is I am more like an 'averaged' now :)

Assignment

This is what I like to do when I get bored in doing assignments.

Snap! Snap! and Snap! Cheers :)

Bonus

Finally I am recovered from sickness. Still have a bit of sore throat but nothing major.

Received this from my girl friend '放不下，所以看不到未来' She can't let go what is happening now, that's why she can't see the future. Of course, I was listening to her and try to console her and make her feel better. However, who is there to console me when I am sad :) I am in the same situation as well. The only thing to keep me moving on is to study hard and get a good job after wards. That's nothing much I can expect for now especially in relationship. I know I never have the luck. So have to bear with it.

Another things I have learn is there is no one I can really count on but myself. If there is someone there for me, I will take it as my bonus.

Ice Kacang Puppy Love 初恋红豆冰

Got to know about this Malaysian local production film from facebook. Quickly watched the trailer on youtube. What shall I say? I feel proud for Malaysian celebrity.

It is definitely a good movie for oversea Chinese to know more about Malaysian Chinese life. Watching the trailer itself triggers loads of memories and reminds me how I was brought up. And the very typical Malaysian dessert - Ice Kacang.

Directed by A Niu, Starring by A Niu, Li Xin Jie, Fish Leong, Gary Cao, Victor Wong, Eric Moo, Yi JieQi and some of Malaysian big celebrities.

Trailer:


The Making Part One:


The Making Part Two:


The Making Part Three:

LPR - Part Two

Right, back to LPR (Life Process Reengineering). In my previous post, Reengineering I was talking about I found that my life is under a reengineering process.

However, at some point, there is one thing I am working very hard is to forgo my sort of small 'glory' before and live new life.

Yes, I used to lead project, I used to chair conference call, working with my counter parts around the globe, I was having sort of luxury life in the past, however, these are all in 'past tense'.

This morning I woke up at 430am. Coz I had to go in to office and catch up with my counterparts in HongKong. So I started working from 7am-8am as I had class (which really crushing me) at 9am. However, I have to say, the conference call is totally 'different' from what I used to have. I keep reminding myself that I cannot compare what is happening now with my past, coz that is no comparison. When I am thinking in this way, I found that I am happier and learning more. Just like when you are ready to empty your cup, you tend to learn more.

Lastly, I have to say today I am feeling very sick and I seldom feel that sick. I kept shivering in class and have to cover myself with a two layers of jacket. Popping pills as usual and will straight away hit to bed after finish writing this. And still shivering now....

Chekionate

I like to construct Chek's terminology. I just came out with another one Chekionate means 'Chek is passionate'. (I have to admit I like to talk rubbish sometimes. Haha)

Right, back to Chekionate. Most of my friends told me that they find that I am a happy person. Maybe it is because I laugh a lot. But I think maybe it is because of passion. When I am doing something, I used to convert it to passion so Ill be happier. Maybe that is the reason I laugh always. Lol.

Today is quite a happy day for me. Started working part time and making real calls. I always thought my spoken english sucks, especially when coming to speak British English. lol. Honestly, I have no problem at all speaking in Manglish (Malaysian English) which is sufficient for me to do business presentation in my previous job. However, I am very happy as I learn how to speak proper English. I believe this will do be a big favor when presenting my dissertation in end of this year. Muahaha.

Sometimes, I feel that you never know your potential until you push to the limit. I am pushing myself now. Whenever I think of I only live once, I know that I have so much thing I can try, I can do. As usual, am a typical Saggitarian, it is all about having fun and being happy. :D

Chekoledge

For the first time ever, I actually appreciate what I am learning and the knowledge I have and being taught. Even when I was doing my undergraduate, I study just for the sake of the bloody certificate so I can get a job after graduate.

I am now preparing for my Applied Informatics exam. Well, it is less than 3 days to the exam now. While I am studying, I find that we can actually link from what I had learnt from the previous module to this subject. In fact, I started to love this MSc so much. I find that knowledge is so powerful and no wonder chinese is saying: 活到老,学到老..(you learn no matter at what age)... I am my own knowledge repository - Chekoledge.. haha...

To be clear, I am not trying to promote anything, but if you are thinking to do a course related to IT Business Analyst (this is my way of explaining semantically, hehe), you can find more information here.

See in the picture, this is how I study, with laptop open so i can browse the info while studying, having online radio or online streaming music tuned on., electronic dictionary in my mobile phone.. most important, coffee....something that give me thought..hehe

Reengineering

Reengineering..what a big word.

Probably you heard about business proces reengineering, meaning that to review the current business process and come out with another business process which fit with the strategy.

29 March 2010 -Another important date in my life. I started working as a part time telesales in a local IT company in Reading. The happiest thing is I have a proper desk. Shame that after working a few years, I never have a permanent desk. I was always shifting around as based in client side most of the time. I was happy but at the same time I start thinking about my life process reengineering. They hired me and another young chinese undergraduate. Although she is young and less experience than me, however, I did see something I can learn from her which is - 'always be passionate in everything you do'. Still, I have to emphasize that 'being passionate' is not always 'wow' about everything but being smart when presenting yourself, your ideas.

I always have my thoughts written down somewhere. As I am undergoing this process now, I try not to look back on what had happened coz I know that if I cannot let it go, I will not be happy and it will be hard for me to recover. As I focus myself in the present, I found out that I have a lot that I can do. Instead of being compared and lived in a competitive environment, I tend to lay back a bit. Coz I believe that opportunity will come to those who are ready. The first question Ill ask myself when I wake up every morning is whether I am ready for the day. Therefore, it is vital that I live and achieve what I have to accordingly. Nothing is more important than being prepared in all time. Coz opportunity can just come anything anywhere. You never know.

Have you see such an interesting clock before? Nothing to do with reengineering really. Just found this clock is very special :)