一刹那的浪漫 – Short Romance Part VII

傻呼呼地她，又想起了他。

Yet, she had thought about him..

她一直都在期待一个很能干，一个可以照顾她，保护她，在她疲倦时让她靠靠肩膀的男人。她不晓得他是否是她所在寻找的男人。但他令她最珍惜的，是因为他是她至今唯一一个当她一想起他时，都会不时偷笑的人。因为他就是这么的可爱。看看他那张‘马不知脸长’的面孔，在想想他讲的话还有他那些超搞笑的口头禅，还有他的肢体语言，她可以几天不必用餐，因为都笑饱了。

She always anticipate a man who is capable, who can take care of her, protect her, lend her his shoulder whenever she is tired. She doesn’t know whether he is the right one. However, the only thing she precious about him is: he is the only person that whenever she thinks of, she will smirk. He is such a funny person. Look at his ‘horse doesn’t know its face is long’ face, think about his words, and his body language, she will just burst into laughter.

他曾经问她：你可以成为我的密友吗？

He asked her: Can you be my soul mate?

她说：不要。成为兄弟就好了。因为你都不能照顾我。搞不好还要我照顾回你。你好难照顾噢！

She said: I don’t want. Guess that we be brother will do. It’s due to you cannot take care of me. Maybe I am the one who have to take care of you. You are very difficult to take care!

他不服气的说：我可以照顾你啊！

He said: I can take care of you!

她没说什么，但暗地里开心得很。

She didn’t reply, but she was so happy.

她了解她还是需要面对现实。日子一天一天过去，感觉上他俩的感情也一天一天的淡化了。

She knew that she still needed to face the reality. As days passed, she felt the relationship between them both is colder and colder.

从前，他俩只要一在网上碰面，就总会有说不完的话题。现在在网上碰到对方，她永远都是那个先打开话题的人。过后都是简简单单的聊那几句，彼此的话题就中断了。她想他应该是在忙工作，所以也不烦他。

Last time, when they met online, there were nonstop chatting topics for them. Now, she is always the one who nudge him to talk. Then after some words, the chat stops. She thinks perhaps he is busy with his work; therefore she is not going to disturb his work.

就这样，日子久了，他俩在网上碰面也没两句。或许就像她朋友所说的：双鱼座的男人感情来得快，去也去得特别快。

Therefore, as time passes by, they are not chatting much online. Maybe it is just like what her friend once told her: Pisces guy is very emotional in the way they treat relationship.

他俩大部分的谈话都是在网上进行的，严格来说，这断感情还瞒虚拟的。她从当初坚持对这段感情的捍卫，到今天的无奈。但她就是还会很自然的为他默默付出她的关爱。知道他有事烦时，她会想解决方案，然后马上建议给他。知道他有事情需要帮忙时，她就会尽力帮他。

Most of the time they are chatting online. Basically, the relationship between them both is very vague. She started of contributing her all to protect this relationship; till today, she is restless. However, she knows she still will pour her love and care to him. When she knows that he is troubled by something, she will help him think the solution. Knowing he needs help, she will give him a favor.

上两个星期的周末，她去复习了一个有助身心成长的课程。林老师讲得对。林老师说：放下应该放下的，接受应该接受的。

She attended a course revision last two Saturdays. Wilson Lin was right. He said: Let go those you have to, and accept what you have.

或许真的是时候放下了。。

Maybe it is time to let go...

不管将来他们这断似有似无的感情是否能发展下去，他都会是她的密友。。如果有机会在相见，她会告诉他：我真的很想跟你去玩耍，因为我们一定又是那种有的没的都笑餐饱的人。。哈！

Whether their relationship will blossom or not eventually, he still will be her soul mate...If she got chance to meet him again, she will tell him that: I really hope to go out having fun with you...because both of us just like to laugh...haha!

选择: 相信还是不相信？- Choose to Believe or Not to?

打从今年年头至今，他的生活总是充满着数不完的挑战。

很多事情都是逆她而行，他很努力去克服，但昨晚当他含泪入眠时，他知道他真的累了。

他事一个很倔强的人，没什么是难得到他。看回之前发生的一切，经历了一些不好的经验，他一直不断反思，甚至不断绞尽脑汁，不断改进，想办法，想出路，为的就是像他师父所说的那口气。

他咽不下那股气：那股被人在生意上狠狠摔下来，然后不负责任的离去，导致自己丧失斗志，丧失自我的气。他曾为他生意夥伴付出的一切，自问没负过任何曾经相信他的人，曾经跟他合作的人，但为何会碰到如此遭遇。

从前的他，不管是自己或别人给予的承诺都是那么认真看待，而且都会担当起履行承诺的责任。因为林老师曾经教过他(那是他上林老师的第一堂课)：人要成功，就要懂得负责任。信任大过一切。

直至昨晚他和他其中一个最好的朋友的谈话后，他真的很失望。因为连他相当信任的兄弟也是那么不守诺言。当他想起这位兄弟对他说过的一切，他更是痛心疾首。

有时他不断反问自己：我是否应该选择相信别人？干哥哥说他必须学会相信。但相信已经不断对他造成伤害。

他很矛盾。

他想选择不相信，因为这样被人造成的伤害的机会会小一点。但他知道他肯定会不开心。因为每天必须东防西防，包装，甚至带着面具，武装自己。

所以他还是选择相信，因为这样整个人也会简单很多。每一次被人伤害的经验将会教会他更多东西，他也会越学越聪明，被人辜负的应对能力将会越来越强。但他还是坚守自己的信念：做应该做的，实践曾经承诺的。

我不负人，人不负我？错！在现今社会应该是-我不负人，人未必不负我！

愿大家共勉之！加油！

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我在今天的星报看到有关的报导。我想这对尤其是男士们的一个醒觉 :)

I came across this article in Star Newspaper today. Guess it will be a good awareness especially for guys :)


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CLEO 2007年度杰出青年奖 - CLEO Young Achievers Award 2007

(From left to right: Me together with Lynett Ow-the editor of CLEO Magazine; Jessie-CEO of Malaysian Today; Nazura-owner of Manggis Production; Ester Cheah-National Bowler)

(From left to right: Me with Saer Ze- Singer, Songwriter, and Producer; Elynn and Akmar-known as the millionaire sisters; Dina-Malaysian Idol Season 1 Runner Up)

(From left to right: Set up, the achievers, Alex-Clinique Skin Specialist)

Thanks to CLEO and CLINIQUE for granting me an opportunity to attend the Young Achievers Award 2007 last Saturday in Prince Hotel. I was having splendid time there and the most precious thing was I got a chance to meet up with the young achievers. Note that the BRUNCH in Prince Hotel was delicious! Check out the 1st picture, which was the event set up.

Every one of the achievers has their own 3 steps to become successful and who they are now. See picture 2, the achievers were on stage. I was seated together with Saer Ze, a lovely lady who is only 25 years old and she is a Singer, Songwriter, and Producer, yet now she is a fashion boutique owner. Her passion in music inspires me a lot. And she is a fun-going person. We had a good time together.

I had a chance to mingle around with the other achievers as well. Still, Dina (the 1st Malaysian Idol Runner Up) was cute and friendly. And I like her smile and I can feel the genuine in her. She was with her manager that time. Besides, I also manage to do a little chit chat with Elynn(or more known as the millionaire sisters), Ester Cheah(the national bowler), Nazura(owner of Manggis Production) and Jessie(CEO of Malaysian Today).

Not forgetting that there was a beauty session with Alex(CLINIQUE Skin Specialist) which was very informative especially for a girl like me who never touches make up and facial stuff. I learnt a lot especially how to keep my skin in a good shape and of course how to make up. To be frank, last time I always thought that putting up all the facial cream and make up are something very troublesome and yet it takes time. However, after the session, I found a way to maintain the good features of my skin and also how to put on make up. I just realized that make up is not something difficult. Just like what Alex said: there is no UGLY lady but there is only LAZY lady. Haha..

Once again, I would like to congratulate the achievers. Note that you can have more information about the 8 Young Achievers in CLEO May issue. Looking at the achievers, I know I also will achieve my DREAM as well.

Everyone has his or her reason to be successful. Every success comes from the initial DREAM that lies within. I have my DREAM as well. For me, DREAM is something achievable as long as you believe it.

相信 - Believe

相信，让我们走在一起；

相信，让我们度过风雨；

相信，让我们创造奇迹；

相信，让我们坚持至今；

相信，让我们面对自己；

相信，让我们调整自己；

相信，让我们没有妥协；

相信，让我们鼓起勇气；

相信，让我们再次前进；

相信，让我们梦想实现；

相信，让我们奇迹在显；

相信，让我们高峰相见；

请相信，

拥有相信， 天下任由你飞行！

(摘自：甘师父之赢家坚信论)

妈咪：母亲节、生日快乐 - Happy Mother's Day & Happy Birthday

我有一个很爱我的母亲。今年五十二了，但样子看来像顶多四十。她是全世界最美，最慈祥的女人。

I have a MUM who loves me so much. She turns 52 this year; however, she looks like mostly 40. She is the most beautiful and nice lady in the world.

二十五年前，她冒着生命危险，剖腹生了我。妈咪总爱挂在嘴边：你真的太搞怪了！差一点就出不了世。现在偶尔无聊想起时才明白为什么我总是那么调皮，福建话说-坐不静。所以各位请别怀疑，我是被我妈咪用藤鞭鞭打的。

25 years ago, she jeopardized her life, being operated and gave birth to me. MUM always said that I was too naughty and I almost failed to step in this world. Now I know why I am so active-in hokkien we call cannot sit quietly. Therefore, don’t shock that I am telling you now; I was grown up with MUM’s caning.

犹记得小时候，妈咪特别注意我和弟弟的学业。她希望我们努力读书，将来出人头地。因此，我永远不会忘记我三年级那年因为数学考了个八字头，回家就被妈咪鞭到飞起。那时，坦白讲，我还瞒恨她。因为藤鞭鞭下去，身体会有疤痕，去学校时同学会笑。

When my brother and I were young, my MUM put a lot of effort in our studies. She hoped that we studied hard and become a great person in future. I will never forget that MUM canned me because I took a 80-ies in my Mathematic when I was in standard 3. Actually, to be frank, I hate my MUM that time for canning me. It is due to the canning will leave scar on my body. My friends will laugh me when they see it.

现在的我，是多么希望妈咪偶尔可以鞭鞭我，提醒自己不可懒惰，要力求上进，凡事做到最好。

Nowadays, I hope my MUM can cane me sometimes. It is to remind me not to be lazy, I shall work hard, achieve the best result in whatever I do.

妈咪是位教师。虽然工作繁忙，她还是会一手带大我和弟弟。我们姐弟俩是从来没做过校车的。因为妈咪说我俩个子太小，怕给个子较大的同学压扁了。那时，我简直觉得这说法是很荒谬，因为我很好玩，乘校车就能够认识更多朋友！

My MUM was a teacher. Although a tight routine daily, she would always keep me and my bro with her. We never had a chance to board a school bus to school. According to MUM, we are too small to pack into a school bus. She was worried that we were going to be pushed by the big size student. That time, I always thought it was nonsensical because I was playful, I hoped to board a school bus, then I can know more friends and play with them.

现在回想起，我才发现原来妈咪是很爱我们的。她因为爱我们才亲自载送我们到学校。

At this moment, I realize that MUM did so because she loves us too much. Therefore, she tent to drive us to school daily.

唉！坦白讲，妈咪厨艺是在水准之下的。虽然她烧的菜并不可口，由于她很讲究食物营养，所以我们每一餐都是营养餐。妈咪在别人还没发明什么三合一，什么套餐前，就会把所有蔬菜啦，肉类等炒为一盘。我们小时在吃饭时，就只有那么一道菜。我们也很少出外吃，所以我偶尔都会埋怨，说妈咪吝啬。

Haih! Honestly, MUM was below average in cooking. Though she couldn’t cook delicious dishes, however she would make sure we were having nutritious meal daily. When the time there was no 3 in 1 food or beverages, or what dietary food, MUM already knew how to put all ingredients in 1 dish. Last time, we use to have only 1 dish ever meal. We seldom ate outside, therefore I was always complaining, saying MUM was too stingy.

现在想起，才明了妈咪的一篇苦心。在外头吃一来食物很多味精，对健康不好；二来浪费钱，因为妈咪想省钱，要供我们以后念大学。妈咪，你可知道我是多么怀念你烧的菜，希望每天都吃你烧的菜。

Only now I understood MUM reason. The food we eat outside is not as healthy; moreover it’s a kind of waste of money. MUM wanted to save money for me and my brother study expenses in university. MUM, I miss your dishes, I hope to eat what you cook daily!

有时打电话回家，听到妈咪颤抖的声音。我窘然发现妈咪真的老了。想想也觉得惭愧。因为我还不能给她最好的生活。她大半辈子都在为家里，为我们姐弟俩默默付出。妈咪期望最高的女儿，究竟又为她做了什么。自大学毕业后，妈咪总是很担心我。因为我总是爱逆道而行。因为她的女儿就是不干于平凡，老是爱在外乱闯，搞到妈咪忐忑不安。

Sometimes when I called back MUM, when I heard MUM shivering voice, I realized that MUM is getting old. I feel absolutely shame for myself. I still can’t provide her a good life. She had spent most of her time with my brother and me and of course the family. She puts all her hopes on her daughter, but what I had done for her. Since I graduated from university, she always worries about me. It’s due to my some ‘abnormal’ act. I like to take different path from people because I want to change our life, I don’t want just to live a normal life. Therefore, I do a lot of things outside, my MUM is very uneasy with this.

去年妈咪的生日跟母亲节是同一天，我送了她一个近千元的礼物，而且是陪她一起度过。今年母亲节和妈咪的生日是相隔一天，由于经济不景气，我只能送她一张卡片。坦白讲，这两天我的心很难受。因为我没办法回家陪她，更在近几个月内让她操心。

Last year, MUM birthday and Mother’s day was the same day. I gave her a present that worth nearly 1k. I was there for her big day. This year, there is a one-day difference between MUM birthday and Mother’s day. However, due to my personal economic downturn, I just able to give her a card. Honestly, I was disappointed for that particular two days, because I can’t be with MUM in her big day and also I made her so worried about me all this while.

妈咪：

MUM:

我有话要告诉您。

I have something to tell you.

谢谢你在我最低迷时不但没骂我，还鼓励我要站起来。

Thank you for not scolding me when I was in my downturn, and yet keep encouraging me to stand up facing the challenge.

谢谢你在我伤心时陪伴我。

Thank you for accompanying me when I was sad.

请原谅我偶尔的任性。

Please forgive me for my stubbornness.

请原谅我让您操心了。

Please forgive me if I had made you worrying me all this while.

不要担心，我会好好照顾自己。

Don’t worry, I will take good care of myself.

不要害怕，我会比以前更坚强。

Don’t be afraid, I will be tougher than before.

请相信我现在所追求的一切都是为了家里日后的安逸。

Please believe me for what I am chasing now is to provide a better life for our family.

我要您是全世界最快乐幸福的妈咪。

I want you to become the happiest MUM in the whole world.

妈咪，我爱您！

MUM, I love you!

祝您：母亲节快乐！生日快乐！

Wishing you: Happy Mother’s day! Happy Birthday!

以下是我为我妈咪所唱的一首歌。虽然唱工真的有些逊色，然而我要表达的词义，想必妈咪已经收到了。。

Below is a song I sang for MUM. Although I am not good in vocal, I already express my love to MUM through the words. I guess MUM knew it.

(小记：整个演出被分为十个片段)
(Note: The entire performance is divided into 10 parts)

一刹那的浪漫 Short Romance – Part VI

昨晚，他俩手拉手，在街上漫步。她忘了那是什么地方，但当时的她真的甜死了。他牵着她逛街，有说有笑。她瞒爱吃，他就陪她吃。她只知道给他牵着的感觉很有安全感。她顿时觉得自己是世上最幸福的人。辛苦了几年，终于找到了一个她可以依靠的人。

Last night, they both were holding hands, walking along the street. She merely remembered where it was, but she was overjoyed with it. He held her hand, shopped around. The ambience was filled with laugher. She loved eating; he accompanied her to eat wherever she wants. She felt the security within him. She felt she was the happiest person in the world. She fight for her life for the past few years, finally she found somebody she could rely on.

奇怪，怎么模模糊糊看到天渐亮，怎么她是躺在床上的？她还没清醒。。

It’s kind of weird, how come she suddenly saw the ray of sunlight. Why she was still laying on bed? She was unconscious….

天啊！原来是自己莫名其妙的在梦里梦见了他。糟糕！她跳下床，因为自己就快要迟到了。她赶紧梳洗，开车上班。

OH MY GOD! It was just a DREAM! Oh gosh! She jumped out of bed, tidied up herself in a fast pace, then drove to office. She was about late to office already.

虽然很赶，她一边驾车时，还不时回味在梦里那甜蜜的感觉。她想：如果这发生在现实生活中，那有多好。她暗笑。她恨不得自己快点到达公司，然后上网告诉他。我梦见了你！

It was quite rush for her, however, while she was driving; the sweet feeling in the dream was triggered. She was thinking: How good all this happen in the real life. She smiled along the way. She was anticipating reaching office, then going online and telling him: I dreamt of you last night!

终于，他俩在网上碰见了。她告诉他她今天差点迟到，因为一个梦。他问她梦见谁，她却没勇气告诉他，她梦见了他。。过后也不了了之了。。。

Eventually, she met him online. She told him that she was almost late because of a dream. He asked her who is in her dream. She dares not to tell that she dreamt about him. Then everything was just left over.

曾经有位女性朋友告诉她：他不值得你为他付出那么多。你成天在这儿思念他，想为他做很多事，他根本都不会知道也不会珍惜。你可以醒过来吗？
Once there was a female friend told her: He is not worth for you to put effort on. You are thinking of him every single day. You hope to do something for him. He will never know and never appreciate. Can you just wake up?
她想：难道我真的是糊涂了吗？
She thought: Am I really so stupid?

也曾经有位男性朋友告诉她：女生是不应该太主动，你太主动，他会更加不管你，因为他已知道自己已经掌握了你，更加喜欢时就跟你细述一切，不喜欢时就对你不理不采！
Once there was a male friend told her: You should be more passive as a girl. If you are too active, he won’t care about you. Because he knows that he already got over you. If he is happy, he will tell you everything as if you are his somebody. And when he is not happy, he doesn’t even bother about you!
她想：他是这样的人吗？
She thought: Is he?

她对他直到此时此刻并没任何期待，只是她还是会不断关心他。

Till to-date, she is not looking forward anything from him, however, she will still take care of him.

或许她就像别人说的：她很傻。。还要继续一段不明不白的感情。

Maybe she is just like what people said: STUPID. Why have to continue an unfruitful relationship?

就像郑秀文的一首歌-为何又是这样错。。

It’s just like a song sang by Sammi Cheng – Why is it so wrong..

可知我情投入那种程度
I knew I already fell deeply in it
在这崎岖的旅途 而你不可感觉到
In this rollercoaster journey and you can’t feel it

REPEAT
心伤痛 从来未彻底流露
Heart is in pain, but I never show it
但你口中心里各一套
But there is difference from what you tell and what you think
我知你仍然在找更好
I knew you are still looking for the best
而在那半夜里 恬静里
And in a silence night
即使看见预告
I seem like already predicted something
前面有着那各自各的路
There are two separate way for us

CHORUS
为何重头又是这样过 又这样错
Why everything is just let go like this, why is it so wrong
深宵里我哭泣静待清早
I was weeping every night until day time
当天我与你真的深爱过
That day, we loved each other in deep
今天我爱你又如何
Today, how am I by loving you?
为何又在伤害我 又感动我
Why you are hurting me, hence touching my heart?
麻木天真的爱慕
I am too naïve adoring you
回忆里都是你一哭一笑
Your laugher and tears are kept in my memory
是最美丽都不会老
It’s the most beautiful memory

可知道 人难受 痛苦程度
Do you know what is the feeling being hurt?
在这灰色的旅途
In this grayed journey
而你不可估计到
You will never know

REPEAT

CHORUS

专属天使 - My Special Angel

之前，有个朋友一直拉我听TANK的新歌-专属天使。他把这歌录进手机，然后不停的播这首歌。我都快给他烦死了。

Before this, I had a friend kept on asking me to listen to TANK’s (a TAIWANESE singer) song - My Special Angel. He had recorded this song into his mobile phone and kept on playing it no matter where he went. I was so mad about this.



(Picture: TANK)

怎知昨天我在 MY FM 听到 TANK的专访，当电台播放这首歌时，突然间就是很有感觉的，很仔细的去聆听这首歌的歌词。这首歌太有意思了。以下是歌词。

However, things changed after I heard TANK interview in MY FM yesterday evening. When the song was on air, suddenly there was an urge for me to listen properly every single word that he sang. Oh Gosh, the words are very meaningful. Below is the lyric of the song.

TANK -专属天使
TANK – My Special Angel

我不会怪你 对我的伪装
I won’t blame you to be faked to me
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
Angel should hide it’s wings on earth
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
Human is stupid whereas you are kind
怎能让你 为了我被碰伤
How could I let you being vulnerable because of me?

小小的手掌 厚厚的温暖
Your small hand and your warmness
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
You always can calm me down when I am uncomfortable at night
不敢想的梦想 透过你的眼光
I never dare to dream, however, from your eyes
我才看见 它原来在前方
I see my dream up front

CHORUS:

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
Nobody can take you away from me
你是我的 专属天使
You are My Special Angel
唯我能独占
Only I can have you
没有谁能取代你在我心上
Nobody can replace you in my heart
拥有一个 专属天使
By having such a special angle
我哪里还需要 别的愿望
I needn’t any wishes

小小的手掌 大大的力量
Your powerful small hand
我一定也会 像你一样飞翔
I know I can fly like you
你想去的地方 就是我的方向
The destination you want to go will be my direction
有我保护 笑容尽管灿烂
By having my protection, you will smile widely

CHORUS

要不是你出现
Not because of your appearance
我一定还在沉睡
I must be unawake
绝望的以为 生命只有黑夜
Only knew that life is only darkness

CHORUS

歌词结束
End lyric

其实有人问我：所谓的专属天使一定要是自己的恋人吗？
Somebody asked: Is it your special angel must be your lover?

我答：或许吧！
I said: Maybe!

我接着问他：你会告诉你女友你是她的专属天使吗？
Then I asked: Will you tell your girl friend that you are her special angel?

他答：会。我爱她！我会守护她！
He said: Of course. I love her! I will protect her!

我好羡慕的说：你女友将会是世上最幸福的女人！她找到了她的专属天使！
I said enviously: Then your girl friend will be the happiest lady in the world! She had found her special angel.

他微笑说：你也会找到的。
He smiled: You will find yours too.

我半信半疑的说：会吗？
I said unconvincingly: Will it be?

过后我开玩笑说：都说是天使，天使应该是上帝派下凡间的嘛，不会祈求，看老天爷啦！
Then I joked: It’s about angel. And angel is sent by god to earth right? I won’t begged for it, depends on the Al Mighty to arrange!

突然我静了下来，过后我说：未必要别人成为我的专属天使，我可以成为别人的专属天使啊！哈！
Suddenly I was in silence. Then I said: It’s not necessary that people become my special angel, I can be others special angle too. Haha!

说完我又开怀大笑。
Then I burst into laughter.

他好奇的问：莫非你已有对象了。。？
He then asked: Unless you already had targeted somebody..?

我说：没啦！只不过突然想起我往生了的外婆，我想她应该在上面看我，我好想她噢！她在生时，我什么都不能为她做。(说着说着。。眼泪又不听话的涌了下来) 。所以我要成为她女儿的专属天使。就是我妈啦！我好爱我妈！我真的要争气，一定要为她做些事儿。她最近都为我不愉快的遭遇担心了。
I said: No. Just this triggered my memories of my grandma. She passed away 3 years ago. I guess she must be watching me from above. I miss her! When she was here, I can’t do anything for her. (I started sobbing) Therefore, I must be her daughter’s special angel. My mum’s special angel. I love my mum. I must work hard, I must do something for her. I had put her into anxiety recently due to some unpleasant incidents that hit me.

他点头，带着信心的眼神告诉我: 你可以的！
He nodded, and talked with a confidence: You can do it!

我抓抓头：嗯！我会加油！
I scratched my head: Hmm! I will!

朋友，你找到了你的专属天使吗？还是你已是别人的专属天使？无论你是前者或后者，我都会祝福你！
Friend, have you found your special angel? Or you are others special angel? No matter what you are, I will wish you all the best!

小记：哈！我今天不懂已重复听了这首歌多少次。不要怀疑，现在还在听着! 好歌！
Note: Ha! I just keep playing the song nonstop today. Now I am still listening! Good Song!

闪耀之星试镜活动 - Shining Star Audition

继明星偶像试镜活动过后呢，我以回到我的工作岗位，又在开始忙碌生活。一向乏味的生活，自明星偶像过后呢，又增添了几分色彩，因为我终于认识了一班跟我一样热爱演戏，热爱舞台，热爱戏剧等的朋友。真的应该感恩上帝。在这之前，自己的生活圈子都没有一个朋友是跟自己志同道合的。哈！

After StarIdol audition, I backed to my work, started my busy life again. My life was busy and yet boring. However, after StarIdol Audition, there was more color that touched my life. It was due to I met a bunch of people who likes drama, who likes to be on stage, who likes acting etc. I should thank god for granting me all this. Previously, there was no one who was similar interest with me. Haha!

好啦！就在一个风和日丽的下午，当我正忙到不可开交的时候，突然就收到一个十分振奋我心的简讯。哇劳也！又有试镜活动！哈哈！我不管三七二十一还是三八二十四，吃了午餐回来公司的第一件事不是做应该完成的工作，而是马上就跑上网：http://www.shiningstar.com.my/, 去看有关试镜的细节。哈哈！过后呢，一向做事不在犹豫，马上行动，又死鬼酱八的我，马上把简讯统统传给我那班志同道合的朋友。讯息才出去不久，哇劳也，我的那老爷电话响个不停，响到就快卡住了。我也不知什么时候变成整个试镜活动的顾问，去解决我这班朋友的疑问。

Well, in a great sunny evening, when I was super duper busy, all in a sudden, I received a SMS that exciting me. Wah lau eh! There was another audition! Haha! I didn’t care whether what was it, after lunch, my first thing to do wasn’t completing the task I supposed to complete but browsing through www.shiningstar.com.my, scrutinized the audition T&C up to down. Haha! Right after I knew all the information, always to be ‘Just do it!’ my style, I SMS all my friends about the audition. Wahl au eh! I just sent the SMS, my mobile phone rang like crazy, rang till hanged! All calls were regarding the audition, suddenly I felt myself was a CONSULTANT of the audition, answering questions from my friends.

好啦，到了试镜当天，其实也没什么准备。我只知道，我要表演的就是主持。既然在明星偶像，裁判都说我是主持的料子。我当然就要耍宝啊！不要想歪！耍我最宝贵的才华-主持！

Well, basically I didn’t really prepare for the audition. I just knew that I would do some hosting stuff. Since StarIdol judges already commented that I was good in hosting, sure I would perform my best act-HOSTING!

一上台，裁判还以为我是一位男的。因为我妈啦，为我取了一个那么男性化的名字。哈！但我还瞒欣赏我的名字的-因为够特别：沼泽里的枫树。哈！

Once I got on stage, judges thought I was a guy. Because of my mum la, named such a boyish name for me. Ha! However, I am quite proud with my name, because it is too special: in Chinese it means that the Canada leave tree is growing from a muddy place. Ha!

当然啦，才华洋溢的我又闯进第一关，在等着第二关的试镜活动！

Of course, the talented me had went through the first round, and will wait for the second round auditioning!

其实我真的很想跟我身边的朋友分享的一点就是：你知道吗？在你正在追求梦想的那一刻，那每一分每一秒，是多么的兴奋！人一定要有梦！因为人因梦想而伟大！虽然只是一个小小的试镜活动，当我听到观众的掌声和笑声的那一刻！我是多么的满足。坦白讲，我是一个超级享受掌声的人，就算我讲得不动听，我也有本事要你为我鼓掌。哈！请不要怀疑，我就是一个那么实事求是的一个人。我根本就不可能讲得不好。所以你一定要为我鼓掌。有人问：你未免太自信了吧？我笑答：你不自信，难道自卑么？

Actually there is a point I would like to share with you, friends: Do you know that how excited when every moment every seconds you are actually chasing your dream? Human must have DREAM! That’s why human is born GREAT comparing other creatures. Although it was only a small audition, I was just over satisfied and overjoyed when I heard applause from the crowd. Honestly, I am a type of person who enjoys applause. Even though I am a bad speakers, I also able to make you clap foe me. Ha! Do believe that I am a type of person who is seeking truth. And the truth is how possible I will speak unwell? Therefore, you must clap for me. Once there was somebody asking me: Aren’t you feel you are a bit over confidence? I smiled and said: If not over confidence, then is over looking down to myself?

各位朋友，你有多久没尝试过追梦的过程？你又有多久没尝试过那所谓的满足感？你想要享受的满足感？

Friends, how long you didn’t enjoyed the dream chasing process? How long you didn’t enjoy your satisfaction?

我不敢担保我是否会成为明嘴，但只要一天有着那个信念，梦想还是有机会成真的！

I can’t guarantee whether I will become a super HOST. However, if I still hold my belief, this dream will come true!

有人告诉我，你以为要做明嘴那么容易吗？要红那么容易吗？你凭什么？真是马不知脸长！哈！(应该有一些朋友明白我在讲什么) 。我笑答：要是你想也不敢想，梦想就更加不会实现，我或许脸长，但脸长夜会有人欣赏啊！

Once somebody told me: Do you think it’s easy to become a super host? You think is easy to become popular? Who do you think you are? Horse doesn’t know its face is long. Ha! (Somebody shall get what it means). I laughed and said: if you dare not to dream, forever you will never realize your dream, my face my long, but there must be somebody who is looking for long face person!

曾经有个很成功的人告诉我：有梦的人是人，没梦的人也是人，只不过跟死人没什么分别。那时我年幼，听了哭笑不得，也不是很明白，但现在我懂了！

Once a very successful person told me: Those who has dream is human, those without dream also human, but they are just no different with the dead man. That time I was still young, after listening, I didn’t know how should I react, till now, I fully understood what he meant!

我会祝福我自己，我会自己圆自己的梦，当然我也会祝福所有有梦的人，愿你们心想事成！

I will wish myself, I will realize my dream, of course I will also wish those who has dream, wishing you all the best, may your dreams come true!

(注：我把我部分表演录了下来，要看就请点击：Note: I recorded part of my audition video, you can also view it in http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bJP65de2bw0 )