Monday, 30 April 2007

一刹那的浪漫 Short Romance – Part V


已经深夜了,电脑不停在重播几首玛莱亚。凯丽属于他俩的歌曲她睡不着。她还是很挂念他。
It was already late at night. She kept playing Mariah Carey’s songs using her laptop. Those songs were reflecting their story. She couldn’t sleep. She missed him very much.

虽然二人有缘无份开始这段感情,但就有如他在他博客说的:
Although both of them couldn’t start off the relationship, however just like what he mentioned in his blog:

思念一個人,不必天天見面,不必互相擁有或互相毀滅,不是朝思暮想,而是一天總想起他幾次。聽不到他的聲音時,會擔心他。一個人在外地時,會想念和他一起的時光。
It is not necessary to see someone even though you miss him / her, we don't have to mutual-possess nor mutual-destruct, it is not that you think about him / her every single minute of your life, but every day, the image of that person pops up on your mind. When you failed to hear its voice, you'd worry about him / her. When you spend time alone (especially in foreign lands), you'd miss the moments you've spent together.


她同感深受。
She agreed wholeheartedly.

犹记得他曾经承诺过她的东西,她牢牢记得,他是否已忘记了呢?
Still remember things that he promised her before, she remembered everything, was he already forgotten?

他说:等我有灵感时,我会为你写一首歌,旋律会类似某某歌曲。
He said: When I have the inspiration, I will write a song for you, the rhythm will be like this song.
她想:你真的会为我写歌吗?我好期待噢!
She thought: Are you really going to write a song for me? I am anticipating for it.

他说:你努力工作,你升职了,我会配副眼镜给你。
He said: Work hard. If you get promoted, I will present you a spectacles.
她想:我要细细黑框眼镜。
She thought: I want a thin blackly frame.

他说;你来我这儿,我会带你去玩耍。
He said: You come to my place, I will tour you around.
她想:听着先,但我很期待。
She thought: I listen first, but I am looking forward into it.

今晚她原先是打算打包去他那儿,但他那儿临时的改变促使她也更改原本计划。她会跟几位朋友上云顶。她心好酸。但她始终也不让他知道她的感受。
Actually that particular night she would have packed and drive to his place. However, an incident happened which caused she cancelled her plan and go to Genting with her friends. She was upset. However, she still kept the feeling within herself.

在他俩相识期间,他不时会电邮一些玛莱亚。凯丽的歌曲给她。
During their time knowing each other, he usually will send some Mariah Carey’s song for her.

其中包括了这首:不要忘记我们
One of them are: Don’t Forget About Us

Intro:
(Don't forget about us)

Don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go
No baby, no baby, no baby no
Don’t Forget About Us

don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go
My baby...boy

(Verse I)
Just let it die
With no goodbyes
Details don't matter
We both paid the price
Tears in my eyes
You know sometimes
It be like that baby (yeah)

(Bridge I)
Now everytime I see you
I pretend I'm fine
When I wanna reach out to you
But I turn and I walk and I let it ride
Baby I must confess
We were bigger than anything
Remember us at our best
And don't forget about...

(Chorus)
Late nights, playing' in the dark
And waking' up inside my arms
Boy, you'll always be in my heart and
I can see it in your eyes
You still want it
So don't forget about us

I'm just speaking from experience
Nothing can compare to your first true love
So I hope this will remind you
When it's for real, it's forever
So don't forget about us

(Verse II)
and they say
That you're in a new relationship
But we both know
Nothing comes close to
What we had, it perseveres
and people can't forget it
How big we used to get it
boy...
(Bridge II)
There's only one me and you
And how we used to shine
No matter who you go through
We are one, that's a fact
That you can't deny
So baby we just can't let
The fire pass us by
Forever we'd both regret it
So don't forget about

(Chorus)
Late nights, playin' in the dark
And waking' up inside my arms
Boy, you'll always be in my heart and
I can see it in your eyes
You still want it
So don't forget about us

I'm just speaking from experience
Nothing can compare to your first true love
So I hope this will remind you
When it's for real, it's forever
So don't forget about us

And at least she got your head all messed up now
That's that trickery
she'll wanna act like you know how this lovin' used to be (ah)
I bet she can't do it like me
She'll never be MC

Baby don't you, don't you
forget about...

Late nights, playin' in the dark
And wakin' up inside my arms
Boy, you'll always be in my heart and baby and
I can see it in your eyes
You still want it
So don't forget about us

I'm just speaking from experience
Nothing can compare to your first true love
So I hope this will remind you
When it's for real, it's forever
So don't forget about us........(oooh oh)


Late nights, playin' in the dark
And wakin' up inside my arms
Boy, you'll always be in my heart and
I can see it in your eyes
You still want it
So don't forget about us

I'm just speaking from experience
Nothing can compare to your first true love
So I hope this will remind you, babe
When it's for real, it's forever
So don't forget about us

Don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go
No baby, no baby, no baby no
don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go
when it's for real, it's forever
so don't forget about us.

记得他寄了这首歌给她,他告诉她: Don’t forget about us…
Yet, she remembered when the time he send her this song, he told her: Don’t forget about us…

结束
End

Friday, 27 April 2007

一刹那的浪漫 Short Romance – Part IV


兜兜转转了那么久,他与她也有了更明确的结果。

她喜欢他,他没准备好接受任何人。她明了,她也决定了。她不会忘记他,可是会暂时把他放下。

爱情是需要两方面一起经营的,既然他暂时还没办法付出,她也不会在期待。

今天,她读了他的博客。她不晓得那篇文章是否是他为她而写的。如果是,她确实是被
感动了。她很肯定的,直至这一刻,她还是对他有感觉。她不懂这种感觉会维持多久,但很肯定的是她会捍卫着这感觉,不令它消失。纵使身边还是有异性出现,现阶段很肯定的她还不会去想那么多。

玛莱亚。凯丽(Mariah Carey)是他们的故事。他们都很喜欢她的歌。。

她不断问自己难道她真的是太执着了,偏爱一个不爱自己的人吗?

纵使在她身边,比他更好的异性多得,但她始终没改变她的信念。

因为世上就只有一个那么特别的他。

她很肯定的,此时此刻,她爱的是现实里的他,而不是回忆里的他。因为爱他,她准备包容他的一切一切。

身在远方的他又是否感觉到呢?

很多人说她很傻。她却不以为然。她有权力选择自己想享受的感觉。

她现在正听着玛莱亚。凯丽的永恒的爱(Endless Love)。。。

My love,
There's only you in my life
The only thing that's bright

My first love,
You're every breath that I take
You're every step I make

And I,
I want to share
All my love with you
No one else will do...

And your eyes
Your eyes, your eyes
They tell me how much you care
Ooh yes, you will always be
My endless love

Two hearts,
Two hearts that beat as one
Our lives have just begun

Forever
I'll hold you close in my arms
I can't resist your charms

And love
Oh, loveI'll be a fool
For you,I'm sure
You know
I don't mind
Oh, you know I don't mind

'Cause you,
You mean the world to me
Oh I know
I know I've found in you
My endless love

Oooh, and love
Oh, loveI
'll be that fool
For you,
I'm sure
You know
I don't mind
Oh you know-I don't mind

And, YES
You'll be the only one
'Cause NO one can deny
This love I have inside
And I'll give it all to you
My love
My love, my love
My endless love

Monday, 23 April 2007

明星梦 - Becoming Stars

歌儿也有得唱:一人有一个梦想。。哈!相信每个人都有自己的梦想,但有多少人有真正为自己的梦想付诸行动呢?有些人用口讲,有些人不敢想,有些人敢讲敢想,但却没付出应该付出的。你又是那一类呢?

我有两位朋友毕生的梦想就是要成为明星。他们真的是有为自己梦想付出行动的典范。

(左图:迈向梦想就有如迈向自己的康庄大道,a SUNNY WAY)

其实我才认识他们也只有那短短的两个星期,但他俩对于梦想的热诚足以震撼我心。他俩都是大我一岁的双鱼座狮子座。(注1:感觉上用星座来做他们的代号会比较贴切) 。我自己本身也是在明星偶像试镜活动时遇上这两位朋友。想必也会成为我的好朋友。双鱼座是一个多才多艺的人,能跳,能唱,能演。当然唱歌是他最大的热诚。(注2:他曾经是两届大马偶像的75强噢!) 。狮子座也不逊色,一样可以载歌载舞,还能载演呢,整体看来还有明星相呢。(注3:他曾经是 Born Star的得奖者噢!)

他俩最震撼我的就是他们是那种真的为了梦想而到处寻找机会的人。那里有类似试镜活动,不管路途有多遥远,他们都一定会出席。为得就是不要放过每一个可以出线的机会。就有如今天,他俩竟然从老远的槟城乘4个小时多的巴士,为的就是要出席一个银行广告招募演员的试镜活动。还记得那天狮子座告诉我他已买了巴士车票,我真的给他吓坏了。我还告诉他。这都不知是什么试镜活动,值得你从老远的槟城过来吗?他告诉我:只要是机会,他都会试!

虽然他们花了四小时多,换回来的是每人两分钟多一点点的试镜,还得请我这位亮丽的司机小姐吃午餐,感觉上有一点点不值得,他俩尤其是狮子座似乎都不会放弃每一个试镜的机会。哈!坦白讲,我真的为他俩的精神,不屈不挠的热诚致万分的敬意。你们真的太棒了!加油!

(花絮1:当我正载他们往试镜目的地时,讨厌的臭轮胎竟然爆了,还好我当机立断截了一辆得士把他俩送去目的地。要不然因为我而令他俩迟到而试不到镜,我岂不是成了千古罪人。哈!
花絮2:有位面貌‘特出’ 的女孩试镜后,主办单位有拿她身体上的尺寸。双鱼座事后祟祟念:“为何他们没拿我的尺寸,我老远来到吉隆坡试镜,你竟然不拿我的尺寸。” 搞到我们哭笑不得!)


坦白讲:很多人都在追求或等待机会来圆自己的明星梦。也有很多人说发明星梦很不实际。
对我而言,世上没什么是实际不实际的,我也是发明星梦份子啊。我超爱演戏,超爱舞台。我常幻想自己将会是奥斯卡影后,金马奖影后等,因为我超爱演戏,我相信自己有一定的实力!何谓梦想:不是只在做梦时想噢!

人因梦想而伟大。但我不会等,当然半途出现贵人或伯乐将会把这梦想之路事半功倍,然而,我亦相信与其我去等待机会,不如我努力的去创造机会给自己!

梦想不是用口讲,而是真正要付出一定的行动,去实现它。

记得师傅曾经跟我讲过:“我们不可忘记我们的梦想,好多时候,在遇到一定的挑战时,很多人会延迟自己应达成的目标或试图妥协自己的梦想,记得,梦想是不能妥协的,就如你讲要在一年里要开宝马,就是一年里开宝马!”

师傅,我会牢牢记得的!追梦者,我会深深祝福你,加油!